hollowunable to swallow i wallow every nightin sorrow waiting for the sun to rise i bow to the lightand ask if i can borrowany of her shine to help me tomorrow starting my day with a liehoping no one notices that i die inside every night hoping for a better tomorrow
Tag: poetry
not for rent
but what if this never ends?and we never make amends? i’m not for rentand you were never a friend it hurt when you wentyet i felt unbentfreeable to reinvent
familiar strangers
new characterscoming alongwalking through me suddenlythe pages of my bookare filledwith strangers old lessonsdifferent messengers repeated patternsrepeated lessons i’ve seen this before“it’s different this time”i tell myself… everytime one thing is different for sureand that thing is definitely menot you my mind is all overfireworksfrom head to toe one momentabove the cloudsnext… way below this […]
belong
where are we? are we within? can we live without? without whom you might ask without exactly the one you thought about did we ever belong? did we ever own? anything beyond flesh or bone were we ever there? is it a place? is it a where? never felt near never felt here always been […]
fear
fear she’s simply afraidin dire need of aid heavinessoutweighed thoughts strayedstories replayed ashamedstainedblamed always behaveddemanding praise she was cagedself constrained but she prayedswayedto the tunes she played her soul bailedexhaled
escape
i wanna go thereelsewhere with lots of air i no longer bearfeeling bare full of scarefull of despair how can i repairthis nightmare
full moon
my thoughtson a full moonwhy does it end too soon?all gloomi remind myselfwhat a loonremembereventually we blooma lot happened since juneeventually we resumefor the future we make some room
floating
away it takes me awaywhat happened since may? i float where is the truth i soughtevery moment i foughtall the emotions broughtall the feelings caught are you here or noti cannot shake the thought
clear
what’s on your mind leave your ego aside tell me who you are with nothing to hide who do you fear why do you care i am here to listen i am here to hear be fair come near i know it’s hard to reveal but nothing beats being clear
a lot
so many feelings coming along no idea what’s right and wrong jumping through thoughts have been lost all along brave i thought I have been but some moments brake in chaos found the way creeping in my veins an emotion i cannot shake things i cannot fake but what will this make stop for gods […]