hollowunable to swallow i wallow every nightin sorrow waiting for the sun to rise i bow to the lightand ask if i can borrowany of her shine to help me tomorrow starting my day with a liehoping no one notices that i die inside every night hoping for a better tomorrow
Tag: fear
not for rent
but what if this never ends?and we never make amends? i’m not for rentand you were never a friend it hurt when you wentyet i felt unbentfreeable to reinvent
familiar strangers
new characterscoming alongwalking through me suddenlythe pages of my bookare filledwith strangers old lessonsdifferent messengers repeated patternsrepeated lessons i’ve seen this before“it’s different this time”i tell myself… everytime one thing is different for sureand that thing is definitely menot you my mind is all overfireworksfrom head to toe one momentabove the cloudsnext… way below this […]
fear
fear she’s simply afraidin dire need of aid heavinessoutweighed thoughts strayedstories replayed ashamedstainedblamed always behaveddemanding praise she was cagedself constrained but she prayedswayedto the tunes she played her soul bailedexhaled
